The secret is How to {Live} - Life worth living (25 percent)

Listening to Ben Harper - Pleasure and pain.

i have been recently thinking about my life and as far as living it, and how much i lve based on a certain experience. Every since i was young i can say one thing and that is that i have always had a concern and wonder with the stories of Love. In my life and the lives of others. But the question i presented with today in my life is how much of my life, how much of All of our lives do we spend it looking for and thinking about Love?

When we are in relationships we are thinking about the fact is this the right love for us and is this what we want. and while we are lonely we are seeking and wondering when True love will come our way. I have always thought of my life and expressed it in this way (Insert Graphic). I am 25 years old and taking into account lets say i live to a rip old age 100 that means that i have lived only 25 percent of my life.

But now i have a different look @ it because i think about it from a love point of view. i have thought about how much of my 25 years on this planet i have been thinking and in the Room of love. ( insert Graphic).

i remember once having a detail log of all my crushes and situations of love. i remembered each and every crush heartbreak and rebound. and i started to call this process the flavor of the week and i started to view my heart as one Made of glass. " A glass heart is easily broken, but is built to not hold the light. Light shines into the glass heart making it change but once the light stopsthe heart reverts back to its natural color. - Dasean Barnes"

Now listening : Ben harper - Faithfully Remain

Now i find myself in a Peak point in my life. No longer can i look @ my life as being lived and i have only done 25 percent of it. Because i do not know what tomorrow Brings, now i think my life will be represented more in a rapid decaying style. Meaning, Everyday increases the risk that tomorrow may not come. SO is it wise to not live life as if i am promise the next 75 years?

Im starting to realize life is short...

Presistance of Memory: Future' by ~DAnemisis2002 on deviantART

So now i faced with the question ... How much of Life is worth living ? Is our life a search of Love? how much of our lives do we spend just looking for love and is there more to life then romantic love?

I ask myself these questions and i realize and start to think about people who have found life long love . How do they live life what else is there in life for them once they have found the romantic love that they have been looking for? And is love blinding me? is it making me into this robot to Search for it and until i do i cannot live life otherwise?

what if my biological Cravings for children and sex and romance were Cut off? how would i function? would i still have a drive for my career success ? anything? it makes me think. maybe life is not about finding love but rather finding what we want to gain out of life and our journey. and should me journey like most people remain on the subject of Love?

SO now the question is how do i go about living without the craving and search for Love. ( Not to give up on it) but to rather not make it the main Road in my life. But making it a "+". and not the driving force behind all of my actions.

Umm alot to think about ... time for sleep now lol.